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Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Keep going a bit

Why the need to follow me on this. Why the need to call me out on your formspring. Why the need to insist on adding me on facebook. Honestly I would not be ranting if you would have just left it as is. But noo. You had to pick at it and call out my lil bro. You called me a bitch to my lil bro. Then knowing that you did that you go on to say goodnight like nothing. Then tell me not to be rude and text back. Honestly none of the telling off would have occurred because quite frankly your not worth my time. But you kept picking at it. Good job you are now the first girl I have ever referred to as an obscenity.

Lets vent shall we :]

Well for me its a time to vent know. For those dumb people who I'm sure will be reading this vent means to let it out k :] So where should I begin hmm. I met this chick. I really went out to bat for her and really was the great caring guy that I am. Honestly from the beginning she acted as though nothing I said meant anything and it bugged me yeah but I let it go. From then on we actually became close both emotionally and physically. But wait thats skipping way too far. So hmm where did I start. Well prom came and I told her I wanted to go with her. She said she wanted to go with me as well but her dad would never let her go. So what do I do, I meet her parents and talk to her dad man to man asking him to let her go to prom. Was I scared? A bit but I thought she was worth it. So from then on I find out that she could go but I had to pay. So I pay for her ticket, corsage, food, and party bus ticket, yeah it was a lot of money but I cared and really wanted to go with her. So we go to prom and she makes the first move and kisses me. Then we go on acting like a couple, but we weren't a couple. Why? Because she didn't want to. So I was like okay I'll wait for her like a gentleman. AP testing goes by and I find out from my best friend that she met that she is holding hands with another dude at the staff vs teachers game. Wtf. Where did this come from. I had thought that we were basically still an item and this catches me by surprise. I call her out on it that weekend and she basically acts like a bitch to me and tells me that she doesn't care. After I finish venting to her she finally apologizes and says she didn't want this to happen to her and yet she did it. She said she didn't want to be just "some girl" to me. I saw the good in that and said whatever lets work past it. So I keep trying the whole week and then that next friday my own little brother who has befriended her; made friends with for all those stupid people :], saw her holding hands with the guy again. So I'm like fuck this. The next day I find out from a close friend that she's been making out with the guy every morning before class. Then to hear my own little brother say "Damn dude they go at it." Damn imagine how much of a fool I feel like. Damn. I got played sick by this chick. I introduced her to my family, something I have NEVER done before. And to hear it from my best friend and my own little brother. Damn you couldn't wait till the end of the year or at least tell me that this can't go on. You would have never told me if I hadn't found out. But damn. I got played by some chick.
Fuck you Karla.
/rant.

Monday, May 17, 2010

A time to let it out

So I don't really post that often but I felt like I should for some reason. So the year is about to end. People have told me you're going to miss high school its going to be the best years of your life. What do I think of that? Meh. Good riddance I say. I'm done with everything high school stands for. It's time for me to be blunt. Fuck high school. Fuck the people; fuck the atmosphere; fuck what it stands for. It corrupts everyone. I walk around school and see the people. A bunch of idiots. The whole lot of them. There the kind of people that make this world a worst place to live in. You judge, you hurt, you laugh. An endless cycle. You say fuck all haters but in the end you end up being one of them. The school is a bunch of idiots. People with nothing to do but make the lives of others worse. People that take too much time obsessing over little problems and making big scenes. People going out and fighting others because someone was talking shit. Everything is just unnecessary, those people are unnecessary. I am saddened that this is just the beginning. They are just getting worse and worse. Fortunately for me I have found the road to get ahead and beyond this shithole of a school. Goodbye, Ill write something nice later.