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Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Lets vent shall we :]

Well for me its a time to vent know. For those dumb people who I'm sure will be reading this vent means to let it out k :] So where should I begin hmm. I met this chick. I really went out to bat for her and really was the great caring guy that I am. Honestly from the beginning she acted as though nothing I said meant anything and it bugged me yeah but I let it go. From then on we actually became close both emotionally and physically. But wait thats skipping way too far. So hmm where did I start. Well prom came and I told her I wanted to go with her. She said she wanted to go with me as well but her dad would never let her go. So what do I do, I meet her parents and talk to her dad man to man asking him to let her go to prom. Was I scared? A bit but I thought she was worth it. So from then on I find out that she could go but I had to pay. So I pay for her ticket, corsage, food, and party bus ticket, yeah it was a lot of money but I cared and really wanted to go with her. So we go to prom and she makes the first move and kisses me. Then we go on acting like a couple, but we weren't a couple. Why? Because she didn't want to. So I was like okay I'll wait for her like a gentleman. AP testing goes by and I find out from my best friend that she met that she is holding hands with another dude at the staff vs teachers game. Wtf. Where did this come from. I had thought that we were basically still an item and this catches me by surprise. I call her out on it that weekend and she basically acts like a bitch to me and tells me that she doesn't care. After I finish venting to her she finally apologizes and says she didn't want this to happen to her and yet she did it. She said she didn't want to be just "some girl" to me. I saw the good in that and said whatever lets work past it. So I keep trying the whole week and then that next friday my own little brother who has befriended her; made friends with for all those stupid people :], saw her holding hands with the guy again. So I'm like fuck this. The next day I find out from a close friend that she's been making out with the guy every morning before class. Then to hear my own little brother say "Damn dude they go at it." Damn imagine how much of a fool I feel like. Damn. I got played sick by this chick. I introduced her to my family, something I have NEVER done before. And to hear it from my best friend and my own little brother. Damn you couldn't wait till the end of the year or at least tell me that this can't go on. You would have never told me if I hadn't found out. But damn. I got played by some chick.
Fuck you Karla.
/rant.

1 comments:

Unknown said...

she a dumb bitch whore slut & no worries. your too awesome to mess with a dumb trick like that anyways. i love you mr cris:) k byee