Straight Up Rantin', (Personal)

I have been meaning to do this for a while but haven't had the time. Through this summer I have gained so much miles to my training but also in the process have lost many people that were close to me. Now it's time to explain myself so lets start shall we.

It began with T. I did her a solid by telling her something that could have ended my friendship with one of my closest friends. Why risk it? I hate cheating plain and simple, and the fact that it was one of my friends made it worse.I couldn't stand to look at her knowing he was playing her the fool. He saw her as a summer fling but I knew she liked him a lot. What's a friend to do. I finally told her. I asked her to do me a favor and not tell him she knew. No going off on him no blogs no nothing. Her words, "Chill I won't.". I believed her, but I warned her that if she didn't I would never speak to her again. What happens next? She does the one thing I told her not to do. She blogged it. She says, "Don't worry I didn't use your name.". How fucking stupid can you be. There was only 4 people left in the group and I was the only one that talked to him. Just because you couldn't keep your goddamn mouth shut it all goes to shit. The worse thing, the idiot crawls back to him like a pathetic sick puppy. Idiot. I have dropped in on your blog once or twice and wow. You speak of all these immature people when you in fact are being described in your own writing. You are psycho and clingy, and hate on people due to jealousy. Hating on people that have nothing to do with your life. As a friend said, "She is making me hate blogs."

Next comes D. So he finds out. Yeah I knew he did. He said he wasn't tripping because he wanted to break up with her anyway. I knew it was different. A guy doesn't allowed himself to get exposed and does nothing. I invite him to come to the beach with us for my cousin's last day, I was going to apologize for everything that day. I had been meaning to. I later find out he said if he saw me he would punch me in the face. Yeah? Is that how you're going to handle it. You have continually fucked with me for years. You have gone to far extremes to make me seem like you were superior to me. You have embarrassed me in public saying that was nothing, not even at the status of a normal person. Then hitting me in the back of Henry's car. You didn't think I remembered that huh. You had all this coming. You were a shitty friend to me and good riddance.

Then comes H. So it seems the guy we can all trust has been saying stuff behind my back. Saying that I have been talking shit about him behind his back. Saying that he can't trust me. Out of everyone you were one I respected the most. Fuck it you're gone too.

Although this means I can no longer hang out with my best friend that often because of these people so what. I am left with me and my goals and that's where I like to be.

Of coarse there are more and I will post more later but I just had to clear this story up. College is coming up and why surround myself with those that despise and plot to tear me down when I can just keep pounding down the miles and move forward. As each mile comes I move farther and farther away from you and lets just say, good riddance.